I like to think I've grown up enough these past 3-4 years in order to forgive and forget. I don't want to be one to hold grudges. I like to think so of other people too.
Have I grown enough? Can I consider myself an adult, if I still depend on other people, especially financial-wise? Yes I live by myself (which is still a little beyond me, guess it quite hasn't sunk in yet) and yes I try to handle my stuff and issues myself. (At this point I have to thank my mum, she's a Super Mum who I couldn't live without... well, duhh. But you know what I mean.)
I'm not sure which direction my life's heading right now. It's a bit overwhelming, I've alot on my mind. I want to apologise in advance if I don't reply to messages, on Facebook/DeviantArt/Subeta/Email/whatever, right now I just cannot handle everything at once.
One thing I yearn for, is acknowledgement for things I've said and done. That just occured to me, and I think the lack of it sometimes is partly the reason why I'm so down.
... I don't know what I've just typed, by the way.... my mind's all over the place, so if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna head back to spend time with Air Gear.
... and no, I do NOT spend too much time on the laptop. Just a fore-note (if that's even a word, idk)
"the intense wish that fell from those lips"
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